Thursday, September 17, 2009
How do you like your eggs? And other ramblings that come with thinking to much
So I've been thinking a lot lately about life, dating, personalities and such, I do my best thinking late at night unfortunatly when I should be sleeping. So while I've had these late nights of deep thinking I've come up with some thoughts I'd like to share: I was thinking about how I used to be a little bit like Julia Roberts in Runaway Bride, how she doesn't quite know who she is and every guy that comes a long she became what they wanted her to be. How she didn't know what kind of eggs she liked and she just ordered the same eggs as the guy she was with. When ever I liked a guy, I would find something about them that they liked and tried to like it too. For example, once I bought a John Mayer cd cause someone I like liked him. I'm not even a huge fan of him. I only listened to that cd for a little bit and then realized I wasn't that into it. I also went through an Eminem phase for a guy too... I mean, I think it's great and important to have some things in common with a guy and find things you both can relate too but, as I've gotten older, I realized how important it is to be yourself. After all the heart aches and all the tears and frustrations I know that all I can do is be myself.
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You're funny, KA. I hope you're not bumming too much about guys because there are so many days where I'm totally jealous of you and wish I could just get up and do whatever I want. I know that doesn't make you feel better, but you're fabulous and have such a great life that so many people wish they could have.
Ah thanks Rob! I know that things are good right now and I'm happy that my journey to discovering myself has been a good one. I'm just ready for the next step. I envy you, having someone to love and be with and care for you! It's not always easy to be on your own. It's lonely. I'd like someone to share my fun experiences with.
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